raboner
Banned
so i share a house with three mates currently, my best mate is away on holidays at the moment and im having some issues with my other two housemates.
a couple of weeks ago i was sitting in my room while they were having drinks and being rowdy and i managed to whip myself into this panic that i had no real friends and aside from family i was basically alone. i actually got so agitated that i contemplated driving home and telling my parents i wanted to move back in.
i spent some time with my family over christmas and felt better. but now i find myself alone in my share house again and the same thoughts about being alone are seeping in again.
is there something wrong with me or is it natural to feel some unease when you're alone? my instincts tell me it's normal, but not to the point of irrational panic.. we don't live in the nicest neighbourhood either, so don't think that helps.
apologies for unloading all this, but i find writing stuff down helps me vent.
a couple of weeks ago i was sitting in my room while they were having drinks and being rowdy and i managed to whip myself into this panic that i had no real friends and aside from family i was basically alone. i actually got so agitated that i contemplated driving home and telling my parents i wanted to move back in.
i spent some time with my family over christmas and felt better. but now i find myself alone in my share house again and the same thoughts about being alone are seeping in again.
is there something wrong with me or is it natural to feel some unease when you're alone? my instincts tell me it's normal, but not to the point of irrational panic.. we don't live in the nicest neighbourhood either, so don't think that helps.
apologies for unloading all this, but i find writing stuff down helps me vent.